September 25, 2009

• I HATE CATHY!!!

  
  

  Sorry I have neglected you for so long my dear Xanga. It has been so long since I have written on here. I have been meaning to get on here and write but I have been a combination of lazy and busy, AGAIN!

  Here are some summaries in somewhat chronological order about different topics.

  Let’s talk about mundane subjects like school first. College is good, met a lot of amazing and very un-amazing people. I could talk about all the cool people I met but I want to be straight to the point. My math is really holding me back from taking more classes each quarter but I am working hard to get a higher math accuplacer score. I am sort of envious of my classmate Jessica who is already in the LPN program and finished all the pre-requisites this summer. Well, I am still young and I have time on my side.

  Also, it’s still a bummer I don’t have my drivers license but it’s a work in progress. I don’t know why I always get so nervous on the drive test! I really try not to and I hope that I pass soon, this is ridiculous!

  Over the summer my mom found out about Jerry and I was in so much trouble. It wasn’t too scared, maybe because it happened before, this is the second time that she found out I had an internet boyfriend. It was embarrassing how she found out because it was though a dirty text message. Whatever, I am over it. Jerry and I are still together.

  I had a lot of events over the summer. I went to Wild Waves with my Youth Group and I helped out with the Rummage Sale, sorta. The church has this scholarship for college thing at the very start of summer. I wasn’t angry that I didn’t win it but I was angry that these people who sucked up to get this award and people who I’ve never seen in my life won it, and the girl who was most active in the church got nothing at all when it was based off of how much you helped out in church, which personally made no sense! I don’t really care about church any more, I hate helping out there so I help out in the library more.

  One of the big events I did at the library was the Teen Murder Mystery. It was so amazing because we set up crime scenes and there are people who play as suspects. What happens is they would investigate the crime scenes, then pull all suspects out for questioning, go back out to the scenes, switching back and forth narrowing down suspects by the evidence given. The story line was there was a murder that happened at the school play, that my character’s boyfriend was hanged. There are three or four crime scenes and each time they would call us out, the kids would interrogate us. The group of suspects consist of the girlfriend (me), the prop man, the student director, the rival ect. There was ten of us basically. Anyways, during the interrogation I panicked a bit under the pressure, the kids were so smart! Eventually they figured out I was the one who committed the murder and it was so funny because I did a epic fight with one of the other suspects who had an affair with my boyfriend. Haha! I love the library and I am so glad I made the choice to help out there. I am thinking maybe when I get my license that I could volunteer at this one mental health center in my area. That would be so interesting!

  I don’t know when this happened but over the period I was away from blogging I’ve gotten into makeup quite a bit. When I was younger I thought makeup was fake and terrible. Now that I am older and since I have terrible acne (at least I think I do) I can use makeup to cover it up. AMAZING! I also like to play with colors and things like that. I’ve been watching a lot of YouTube videos on how to put colors on properly and my first attempt at a serious look like a smokey eye was actually really good! Cathy is into makeup as well but she really puts me down about it. She buys all these designer brand makeups but doesn’t know how to use makeup at all. Although, I have cheaper makeup than she does I know how to use it very well, until I can go shopping for a new pallet. I know a lot about makeup actually, I would say I am an intermediate but not pro. I just keep doing what I am doing even though Cathy says everything I am doing is wrong, which isn’t true.

  I can’t wait till Cathy is off to her fancy university so she can leave me the frick alone. I have established that I hate her. I am glad she is not dead but I am tired of her always bringing me down and forcing me to do the things she wants. She has insulted me far more times than any friend should. There is no subject she hasn’t covered; she’s talked about my friends, family and my lifestyle. It’s too much and I hate her trying to think like “she knows best” when only I should know what’s best for myself. She is trying to force me to go to the university that she is going to when I said a bajillion of times that I don’t want to and I am not going. I can’t wait till she leaves the sooner the better. She drives me nuts and I hope I don’t suddenly snap and blurt out how much I hate her before she leaves. There is still a year to go before she is gone. Ugg!!!

  When I move out and it’s been a year since I distance myself away from everyone then I will open my Xanga again but until then it’s going to stay locked up.

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