May 2, 2012

• Not Enough Time

  Recently I’ve been having problems following up on things that I’m supposed to. It’s so hard when it seems like even though I’ve taken care of four big projects I get five to rise up in it’s place. When I plan for something I can never do it because something else more urgent comes up in that place causing me to have an epic back log of things I still need to do. When will life get easier, I don’t know. I just hope I make it out here alive sometime soon.

  I hate the feeling of running and rushing somewhere all the time with always something to do. When will there be a time where I can just be here without a long list of chores. Probably a long time from now…

  Rushing and racing
  and running in circles
  Moving so fast, I’m forgetting my purpose
  Blur of the traffic is sending me spinning
  Getting nowhere

  My head and my heart are colliding, chaotic
  Pace of the world
  I just wish I could stop it
  Try to appear like I’ve got it together
  I’m falling apart

  
  Sometimes I fear that I might disappear
  In the blur of fast forward I falter again
  Forgetting to breathe, I need to sleep
  I’m getting nowhere

  • 9:09 pm
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