November 20, 2008
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Winter Courses
Right now I am on the depressed side. I got my WASL test scores back and although I scored higher than all the other times I took it, it wasn’t enough to pass. I took my accuplacer test recently and I didn’t get as high as I wanted. I am content with my English scores though, it isn’t too far down but as for my math, let’s just say it’s very low. I can take courses at the college though even though my results are low so I am thankful for that, I guess.
I think it might take longer than most people, to get where I want to go. I am not giving up though. I am really sad and I might even cry about this later. I just feel really low. For some reason I’ve been really emotional about my life lately because I feel as if I’m in a midlife crisis. I feel as if I haven’t done enough and I am far behind everyone else.
I was looking though the winter course book that just came in the mail, that I was pretty excited for but I am confused and frustrated with it. I want to go through with nursing assistant because I don’t have to go to school for a long time, it is a high demanded job and it pays well. The thing is my friend Kristen and I want to do it but I have to drive quite a distance to drive to take an actually nursing class. On the lighter note gas is a lot cheaper now. Wow, I am so frustrated.
I went shopping with Kristen yesterday. We bought some really cute clothes and accessories. I bought this elegant, flowing, deep purple shirt, a set of pearl earrings and bowtie hair clips. I hope to get a job soon so I can buy more things and control my own money. Our mall is getting a Hollister and Cathy thinks I should apply. I will ask my friend Ronnie about to later tonight, he might hook me up.
My birthday is in about eight days and I am nervous for my party and sleep over. I can’t believe I am eighteen already and I am so unsure of life.
I am having such a hard time with mnemonics; I can’t come up with things for the free association method. I will research that later, I want to get this class finished and over with.
Cathy let me borrow the third Twilight book. I still need to finish the other books I have so it’s kind of weird reading three different books at the same time.
I am too lazy to talk about Jerry right now… so I will write about him later…
