October 11, 2008
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Killing My Acne
So I am really going with Donald to the dance and I guess I am going to miss out on Youth Convention this year, bummer. Why does everything have to be so confusing and frustrating but that’s what makes life interesting I guess.
I had my first piano lesson yesterday. I am so glad I chose my tutor over some fancy overpriced guy who teaches piano at the music store. I bought some really good piano books to go along with the homework that my tutor gave me. I bought a piano book on Coldplay songs, I really want to play their song Clocks one day. I also found a really good piano book for older learners so it’s not so kiddy like.
I think I am going to start running whenever I can. I am a little irritated because even though I am not fat I am not that fast or athletic as I used to be. I’ve walked twenty miles as a work out but running is entirely different. I tried it yesterday and I get tired every two hundred feet. Yes, I know that’s sad and Cathy laughed at it but one day I know I will surpass her and laugh.
I talked to Jake recently and I am very irritated at him. So he now has some sort of infection because of his tattoos he got. His liver is failing and he is simply giving up on life and drinking and smoking away. Which I think is the most stupid thing ever. Just because your liver is failing doesn’t mean you can’t fix it, it isn’t too late and I offered to help him. He simply said no, it doesn’t matter and I don’t care. I don’t know what’s gotten into him lately but he is so self-destructive and pessimistic. I don’t even bother to call him at all since he got his phone back.
I am kind of worried if my grandma will get me the right thing for my birthday/graduation/Christmas gift. I said I was saving up for a laptop and so I hope she sends me money and not a laptop she choose. I am anxious and I can only hope that it is enough money.
For her birthday I got her scrapbooking stuff, to make it easier on her so she can get back into it. I hope she likes that. Oh the world is so confusing. I really want to get a job.
I went to the doctors for my Acne and they prescribed me antibiotics. So far it is kind of working but regardless the acne is going to go this year.
