October 2, 2008
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Penny Pinching
I’ve been trying to stay productive I guess. I am kind of losing motivation to work. I am thinking of straight up getting a job, which is against what my parents want for me because they want me to focus on school. I know, I can do both easily. It shouldn’t be too hard because I know how to manage my time. I am just so sick of not getting what I need to do my work. Do they set it up this way?
How am I supposed to study if they are so loud! How can I exercise without jogging pants? Let’s give you piano lessons without the piano! It’s like they want me to get out and do things with nothing. They are so cheap sometimes. Since summer is over it is getting cold and my mother can’t entirely comprehend that you can’t run with shorts in the cold, but she says “oh, you’ll warm up” and I say no, because I will get tired faster of trying to heat up and run at the same time. Wow, my house is so stupid and I can’t wait to leave. I am tired of feeling cut short, with everything.
Well, on the lighter note I finished typing up my New Year’s Resolution for 2009 and I kept my goals very realistic. I hope to go to the observatories with Alex next year, if my parents will let me. Speaking of Alex I am going to have to debate if I can continue to be his friend or not. He does quite a bit of witchcraft and it doesn’t give me a good feeling. I am not trying to be biased and say I only hang out with people of my own religion but I get this really bad aura around him. Plus I know he is in contact with demons, which doesn’t make me any more comfortable. I know my some-and-some of the spiritual world and I do know if you do things like that long enough, you can be possessed. Which I feel is only a matter of time for him. Even when you’re possessed, the demon can pass from person to person so if I am with him I can pick stuff like that up. Plus, he has been annoying me so much lately. I think next time I feel my spirit energy being drained again I will break it off without a second thought and just go with someone who appreciates the stars as much as I do. Maybe Justin?
Youth Convention is coming up again this year! It’s weird because Homecoming falls on the same weekend. I was discussing with some of my friends about this and we said that Homecoming is the weird one because it’s supposed to be earlier. Cathy has been wondering which one I’d choose and I told her honestly I can probably make it to both. After thinking about it, realistically and optimistically, I knew I could make it to both because Youth Convention is Friday, Saturday and Sunday while Homecoming is only a few hours on Saturday. What pissed me off was she was telling me what I can and can’t do, which is very rude. So to prove her wrong I got a group together that is going to both Homecoming and Youth Convention. It is only a few days till this group is final. I’m happy but I am still a little ticked about it, that’s so rude!
My friend Chris Losada invited me to his homecoming too! I haven’t seen him in ages since he moved. So he wanted to do a little get together with his old friends who would include me, Michael, my sister and Kevin. I am excited but he isn’t planning this well at all. I am trying my hardest to help out but I am going to pull a lot of strings to make this happen. It seems like a lot of people are clueless about planning things now-a-days.
Well, my eighteenth birthday is coming up soon and I am pretty excited. I will be legal but I will not do anything stupid like clubbing and drinking. I don’t know how people my age think like that. People have been asking me, since your legal now what are you going to do? All I say is vote and they get all weirded out and ask no drinking, clubbing, tattoos or gambling? Nope, just voting and the occasional sip of my red wine but that’s about it. I wouldn’t get drunk; I can’t afford to lose any brain cells. Just because you are now able to do so many things doesn’t mean you should. People are so silly these days.
