September 28, 2008

• I’m Locking Up

  I haven’t written in a really long time. To be honest I think I have been holding it back because I don’t really want people to know what I’ve really been up to. This sounds so childish of me but I don’t want to be judged. I don’t want people to think oh, she is “this” kind of person. In the sense, I do like getting help with my problems, from my readers but I do like some things to be private. I know there are settings where you can control, who see’s what but I am an all-or-nothing kind of person. Meaning I’ll go down one way and I stick to it. What I really feel right now is to lock up my Xanga entirely, and open it publicly again maybe a few years from now.

  So here are some a few, breif reasons why I do want to lock it up. I am getting way to personal about myself on here, which is somewhat the point of blogging. Although there are some people who use it for entertainment reasons. I feel like not everything about me is up to read about. I don’t feel comfortable to rambling about my personal life to an audience I don’t know or cannot see. Although most of my friends I have made on here are very lovely and helpful to me sometimes. I also have a few people in my life who like to copy off of me. Like, what I am into and what I know that no one else does, technology wise and my life philosoplys or anything. I don’t mind being used as a reffrence but to copy the entirety of me is absurd, obsessive and very stalker like. I don’t mean the people on Xanga doing this, I mean people around me that I know. I just need time to be alone for a while and I will hopfully open up my site again.

  So that’s all for now I suppose. I have to admit my Xanga is going to pretty empty without all my friends.

  I am most likely going to start the lock-up on October 1^st.

  I am open minded so if you don’t want to be locked out or really want to stay then message or comment.

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