November 30, 2007
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It’s Over, Before It Begun
Alright, since that day I have been irritated. Since we weren’t officially dating he trashed me. Here is how this mornings’ conversation went.
J-Anne: pookie i just want to let you know i am not mad at you at all, even though what you did was pretty mean
J-Anne: alright
Jerry: what was mean, me finding my long lost sweetheart?
J-Anne: no no
J-Anne: basically likeing me, acting on it, then quickly changing your mind
Jerry: so you expected me to tell her no, and not show any emotion towards her because i was talking to you, from 2 states away?
J-Anne: no i wasn’t expecting you to tell her no, but if you knew you were’t going to be serious with me why bother flirting with me at all
J-Anne: and regardless how far away i am, i am still a person, with feelings
Jerry: i didn’t know she was comming into my life and it just happened
J-Anne: well, im sure regardless of if she came in or not, you would of went out with anyone near you anyways but why did you bother me in the first place?
J-Anne: if you knew it wasn’t going to last
Jerry: i didn’t know it wasn’t going to last
J-Anne: hm, im sure you did knowing that i am far away
J-Anne: im sure you thought about it
Jerry: ya its kind of obvious that your far away, since you told me from the first time i talked to you
J-Anne: pish dear, just because im far away isn’t exactly a obstical for me, you should of said it was for you
J-Anne: my longest was a long distance, for three years
Jerry: didn’t see it as a problem
Jerry: did you at least go and see that person?
J-Anne: yes i saw them before i dated haha
J-Anne: but he lives across the waters now
J-Anne: anyways
J-Anne: it’s just, i don’t know how to put this entirely but i thought it was pretty random your recent change of heart i suppose, yeah, of course i didn’t like it, but im over it but i don’t think i could ever “like like” you again, we are better of as just friends from now on anyways
J-Anne: k?
Jerry: you know what
Jerry: thanks
J-Anne: hm?
J-Anne: for…. what?
J-Anne: pishh so your going to leave me hanging now?
Jerry went away at 10:07:26 AM.
What the heck does he mean by thanks? I knew he wouldn’t get far anyways; I am pretty much over this. I can find a much sexier man that treats me right.
Kristen is sleeping over and that’s cool. Tutoring went amazingly well today and I am looking forward to next weeks assignments. I should be caught up with my Japanese by this weekend although I am not looking forward to this quarter’s report card. My mom is being a looser as usual, I was supposed to go to the movie theaters to see enchanted but she wouldn’t let me.
Alright, since that day I have been irritated. Since we weren’t officially dating he trashed me. Here is how this mornings’ conversation went.
What the heck does he mean by thanks? I knew he wouldn’t get far anyways; I am pretty much over this. I can find a much sexier man that treats me right.
Kristen is sleeping over and that’s cool. Tutoring went amazingly well today and I am looking forward to next weeks assignments. I should be caught up with my Japanese by this weekend although I am not looking forward to this quarter’s report card. My mom is being a looser as usual, I was supposed to go to the movie theaters to see enchanted but she wouldn’t let me.
