November 29, 2007

• We aren’t “Officially Dating”

  I’ve been really lazy lately when it comes to checking up on my Xanga. I haven’t been in the Xanga mood lately but that’s ok whatever.

  On November 28^th was my birthday, hooray! I was wished happy birthday by a lot of people and continue to get birthday greetings. I had about two high lights of that day.  Michael, gothic boy or “booger” as I like to call him, started swing dancing! I still can’t get over it; it’s something I thought he would never try! I applaud him for his awesomeness in trying something new and doing some extra activities. He refuses to do sports and things like that. The second highlight is when my friend Donald went out of his way to say happy birthday to me, even though he felt like crap because someone at our school committed suicide and he just happened to know him. I tried my best to cheer him up and told him about a stupid situation with my mother. When my mother picked me up like usual and said out of nowhere, your pretty today even though I didn’t feel like it to, I am prettier, to don’t be conceded! This happened all in a row, about less than ten minutes! Anyways, I think it helped Donald feel better, or at least I hope it did. Everyone in the table was dying of laughter.

  I am excited for my birthday party which is on December 1^st, Saturday. I hope everything works out, and that I don’t bore anyone. I think Rickey might have found out about it, because he is acting a little weird. I didn’t invite him because we are acquaintances and he doesn’t make much of an effort to talk or hang out with me aside from school.

  Jerry and I are doing all right. I feel that I need to distance myself from him because we aren’t “officially dating” meaning, I am someone he just messes around with and I don’t go for that. I am a tad bit heartbroken at the moment, because a few minutes ago when I was talking to him he said that he saw a really old friend from sixth grade. The way he brought her out was kind of awkward. This is what he said.

  Jerry: but ya im going to head on out, i have to meet ”someone” that i haven’t seen in years

  J-Anne: haha mike?

  Jerry: like 7 years i haven’t seen ”her”

  J-Anne: ooOOOohh thats cute

  J-Anne: from jr high or something?

  Jerry: before that

  J-Anne: elementary

  Jerry: last time we saw each other was 6th grade

  J-Anne: wow!

  J-Anne: thats a long time

  J-Anne: and you still remember eachother?

  Jerry: i saw her working at a autobody shop and i knew it was her

  J-Anne: haha cute

  Jerry: so i got those digits and asked her out

  J-Anne: lol thats nice

  Jerry: anyways, i have to get ready

  J-Anne: kk

  Jerry: i’ll let you know the details

  J-Anne: ttul bye bye!

   

  I don’t really know what he means by “asked her out” because it might of simply mean hang out maybe? Point is, I am jealous and I think he likes her so I am going to distance myself and let it slide. I saw something stupid like this coming from a mile away, because we aren’t “officially dating”.

   

  I am slowly starting to lose hope in a thing called love. I know I am young and I shouldn’t worry about it but still everyone wants to be loved, including myself. Why do guys have to be so clueless sometimes? Whatever, I hope that whoever is “out there” for me will continue to wait, or maybe hurry up and find me because I am tired. I might be over thinking this though.

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