August 21, 2007
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My Secret Plan
Last night I felt that everything was back to normal. I stayed up late talking on the phone to quite a bit of people. I don’t think Rickey cares as much as Devon. I can feel that Devon really cares on what I have to say and how I feel about everything and Rickey seems like he could care less. I just don’t feel it with him and I know I can do better. I was planning on inviting Rickey over to watch some movies with my movie buddies but thankfully Cathy reminded me that I shouldn’t because he makes me feel uncomfortable.
I talked out some things with Aly but I don’t think she gets it. Why she really has to talk to Tolden anyways! I felt I was rambling when I talked to her and if only she knows what I know, about him, about everything because she wouldn’t be in this situation that can be completely avoidable.
I talked to Cathy and Devon last. I asked Devon what annoys him and answer was stupid people. He said there is no way I can annoy him at this point. Aw, sweet! Sadly, he is a tad bit to young for me, bummer! After the three-way Cathy and I talked about our good friend Henry. His birthday is coming up sometime in December, and how his eighteenth should be special. I won’t say what we are planning but it is going to be the most awesome thing ever!
