June 25, 2008
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Broken Promise
Alright, that’s it! It’s over with me and Jerry! Yes it sucks, I loved him but he just doesn’t get it, at all. Jerry is inconsiderate and cold the majority of the time I don’t understand why I fell for him again. I deserve someone better, way better. I know I am too good for this.
We got into a fight, a very important fight. I asked how many people he had sex with because I felt like I had the right to know, especially if he is claiming to be so serious about me and wants to “marry me”. He said he wouldn’t tell me which was alright, I wasn’t forcing that. I said that I hope he would tell me sometime in the future. Then he asked why I cared so much and I answered him saying that there is no such thing as safe sex. I went on explaining that there are 60 subtypes of the HPV (Human Papilloma Virus), it’s a skin to skin contact disease that affects the whole genital area. Meaning the condom can’t protect you from it, and there aren’t always symptoms to tell if you’re infected or not.
Plus you can transfer this disease, like many others to your children, like HPV and AIDS. It isn’t a pretty sight and I love children and I wouldn’t want to see a suffering child, especially my own go though something terrible that can be entirely avoided.
Then right after I said that, all he said was “goodbye” and logged out that second. He broke a promise, a promise he made me. He promised to keep communication open between us no matter what and not shut me out like that. Plus, he is the one who asked the dang question in the first place, I just answered.
I am just going to end it like this, at that last goodbye. There is no need to make it formal and say we are breaking up because I am sure it’s clear. I’ve blocked him on MSN messenger and I am pretty sure he won’t bother contacting me though MySpace or anywhere else.
These breakup quotes fits my mood about this and they make me feel better…
· Never be sad for what is over, just be glad that it was once yours.
· If someone you love hurts you cry a river, build a bridge, and get over it.
· Nothing hurts more than realizing he meant everything to you, but you meant nothing to him.
· The stupidest mistake in life is thinking the one who hurt you the most, won’t hurt you again.
· Love can sometimes be magic but magic; can sometimes be just an illusion.
Comments (6)
Sorry the thing with Jerry didn’t work out. You forgot to add Genital Worts to the list. More that 25% of the younger generation have this ST disease… and it’s forever and can also be passed on the unborn child. Really nasty business.
Please, don’t get mad at me…. but you should add this to your list and remember it for next time, next guy.
Sex is best left until ALL the important questions are answered.
@tkperito - Oh no I would never get mad at you Kathy dear.
I will edit it, thanks!
@tkperito - Do you know where would be a good idea for fitting it in?
Haha I am sooo lame xD Wouldn’t STD cover gential warts?
You are very smart to break up with a guy who won’t be honest with you about sex. If he can’t be honest about sex, he’ll have a hard time being honest about money, relationships, workload – the works. He’s not ready to marry, and there’s no reason to waste time dating someone who isn’t marriageable.
Breakups are always difficult, even when they’re fairly clean and “mutual.”
(hugs)
@sonnetjoy - Awh thanks, your such a sweetheart
a breakup because he doesn’t want to be honest. his lossss!
stay strong girl!