October 30, 2007
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Be Happy!
I haven’t written in a while about my life. I am somewhat doing better with Cathy. I am disappointed that she is already complaining about Youth Convention when it hasn’t even started yet. She said there are no showers there but it really doesn’t matter because it is only a weekend, you can shower on the day we are leaving, which is Friday and shower when we return on Sunday. You’re only missing one day without showering and it’s not like we are rolling around in mud or anything.
I went to Cathy’s Birthday party on Saturday but I missed out on a lot of things because I had my confirmation retreat on the same day. The retreat was honestly really boring with some interesting parts; a lot of it is just common sense. Anyways, when I came to Cathy’s house we just played videogames until someone thought it was a great idea to go to the haunted house. We waited in line for a few hours; I have no idea how we managed. The theme was haunted hospital or something like that. Honestly it wasn’t scary, I didn’t even scream. It was really disgusting with a lot of blood everywhere. We went to Jack in the box after wards and ate awesome tacos!
I went home for a bit afterwards and my dad said I seemed shaken up or something. I never really noticed until he said so and for some reason I told Melissa about it, she said I had low blood sugar which kind of scared me. I ate some candy and I felt better, I don’t want to become a diabetic like the rest of my family.
I am getting immune to my mother’s nagging. It is almost nothing to me now. I am a lot less stressed about everything but it is a little bit annoying every now-and-then.
Youth Convention is this weekend and things are falling beautifully in place. We already have our banner finished, and all the papers will be signed tomorrow when Michael comes over. My game plan is to pump everyone up and get super excited! I will show everyone around who doesn’t know what they are doing like Michael, Cathy and Jamillie. I hope I see my friends from Oregon there and my friend Marie, who got in trouble a few days ago. I hope everyone can make it!
Today Jerry and I kissed and made up. We had a huge misunderstanding about some things and I got it all straightened out. That is pretty good but regardless of whatever terms we are on, I will never really fall in love with him, even though he is really hot. I don’t think he is a person I can really commit with.
